Please hold

Trapped in time
reviving the same
o v e r a n d o v e r
and over again

Draining the life from me
From within I wither
(as you fade)

Grief, disbelief
delusion and disappointment

Gifts from the past
that I still carry with me
For they are all I have
For they are all that was given to me

And I go forth

wandering...

travelling...
looking for sanctuary.

~~~~~~~~~~
Autumn night...
all alone...
quiet despair in a quiet home.